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Saturday, January 17, 2009

Tuhan kurnia.......

sebenarnya, aku mempunyai hati yg sangat sensitif...
hati aku tidaklah sekuat seperti apa yg aku sering potray as what i am....
hati aku sebenarnya tdk la setenang dan sesenang as what people see me somehow....
oleh kerana itu......
aku cuba berpura-pura untuk tdk menjadi sedemikian adanya aku....
adakah kerana itu..aku merasai perasaan yg aku x suka ini...?
owh God...if this is what U rewarded to me.....i just want to ask for a something...
may all these things could help me to be stronger..it's okay if it may takes longer time than what i'm expected as long as this damn feeling will go away.......i just want to do not be too sensitive and hurt in my heart...

i wrote this because i just can't even stand anymore to be this way...easily to cry for tiny little things, badmood for radiculous thing.............i just want to have heart as what people expect me to be...Dear God...I know that You are listening to me rite now....Aminnn


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